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Sub Category : Spirituality

Broken down I’m losing all my strenghth I’m hopless now I can no longer pretend that I’m okay.  My mind is a constant hell and I wish I could move on from all this pain. I’m feeling broken like no one’s heard a single word I’ve ever spoken and all voices in my head are now awoken. It’s like everything I touch starts eroding. My friends tell me that’s a lie and god will show me my purpose before I die.  Whatever happened to it doesn’t hurt to try? Why do I feel pain for simply being alive? 
   Every day I’m confused and Everyday is a fight feeling like I’m falling further and further with time I am slowly losing the light. I’m left sitting alone barely getting by. Lately I’ve been questioning who would care if I went to sleep and never woke up. Maybe my brother. For now I’m still alive and breathing looking desperately for someone to prove me wrong. I am truly broken down.