Category : Poems

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Maybe I’m to misunderstood because I’m always the monster but can someone explain to me how am I suppose to react if the entire world is pointing a gun at me 
 
Like I have yet to run into a person who loves me for me


And God forbid if I speak if I just so dare to open my mouth and words come out they just might shoot if I express anything so much as to a tiny bit of how I’m feeling or what I see


They become prideful and egotistic  
Cause how dare I display the flaws in someone else’s character 


How dare I point out someone else’s flaws other than my own 


People tend to invite their bad habits in and call it home 


And I just want all of mine gone I can list mine from head to toe 


I can be vindictive when I feel crossed 
I can be manipulative when my house doesn’t feel like home
Hurtful words can roll off my tongue when I don’t feel at peace 
I can be stuck in my ways when change looks too unfamiliar to me 


I’m too honest when I feel hurt 
 And I’m scared of love cause it hurts 
But maybe I should just put myself on mute 
And continue to write Instead of speak 
Because that’s what I’m use too