Nobody Knew About Read Count : 40
Category : Poems
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All of my lifeI was loved and secureby both of my parentsthroughout my childhood days,I was always a delighted little girlused to enjoy my happy lifewithout negative experiencesas I grew up into being a teenagerI was liked by peoplesis easy for me to listen to my teachersdo what they what me to doI was a good studentalways following the rules,my popularity grewbecause I have shownmaturity within myselfI do my duties withoutanybody telling me what to doI become mostly responsibleenough to manage extra volunteeringaround high school,when came to have a massivecrush on a teenage boyI showed signs of falling in lovewithout knowing itimpacts my popularityas a personpeople thought I cancontrol myself of notget that into me, however, they were wrongit does get into meso muchI lose control due to rejectiondidn’t know whatI was doing nor what I was sayingnobody knew how overwhelmingit for me,I felt tired and weakI was mentally trappedcame home after schoolI had everything in my mindhard for me to express howI was feeling,tried to talk to her aboutwhat was going on.What came out of my mouthwasn’t match what’s going onin my mind,on the next daypeople saw meas I wasn’t a good personwasn’t aware I was socially bulliedof things has said about me,I eat my lunch in silentin my teacher’s office nor inher classroom,it kept happeningafter I graduated from high schoolwhen I was 21I enrolled in Bellevue Collegein the year 2017–2018that when I started,Mexican language, English writing,Drama, Chinese languagein the year 2019that when things got messed upI should have told himthis earlier than later.As I grew olderdidn’t know whywasn’t the personI was once before,it’s hard for meto be responsible for my actions andmy mistakesin a difficult situationthis was projectionof what had happened,to me, when I was in my final yearof high schoolmy life wasn’t perfectas you may not knowboth of my parentsargue and talk loudly with each otherthey have different opinions anddifferent ways of to do things,one of my parents was projectionof the old version of myselfthat I don’t like about myselfnow, I’m better I was before.
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