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One day, you'll lose it. One day, you'll finally get tired of pretending everything's okay. Every bit of your life flashes right before your eyes. And you can't watch. You've felt enough pain already and you want it to stop. Everything you've ever feared of remembering is right before your eyes. The ghosts of your past are feeding on your soul and there's nothing you can do. Your legs weaken and your voice breaks. And then, all of a sudden, all the walls you've built closes down on you. You see it collapsing to dust after all these years of building those walls to keep away from everyone, to mask your feelings. There's fire everywhere and you can't move. You close your eyes and hope for the pain to stop, for the fire to decease. With every single tiny piece of chivalry left, you manage to open your eyes, only to find yourself knee-deep in the ashes of everything you have ever loved. Every good and bad memory burnt down, but not lost. Every bit of it still manages to torment every second of your day. But don't let it destroy you. Have you ever heard about the legend of the Phoenix, how she resurrects from the flames and emanates to be even magnificent than before? And just like a raging Phoenix, buried deep in her ashes, she rose. Her statuesque beauty and her captivating smile betrayed no inkling of her dark, veiled past. The spark has not left her eyes. That's when it hits you hard. Every fire need not burn you down to ashes, some make you whole.