Category : Diary/Journal

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As I attempt to depart trails from my daily splitting headache, I fall emotionlessly onto the cold leather couch in the crowded living room. I covered myself best I could with the itchy sequined sweater my grandmother gave me and refused to get up to look for an actual blanket. A movie made by disney is blaring in the surround sound speaker next to my head at the end of the couch and I wonder why I left my silent room. My 4 year old sister stabs my leg with a miniature troll doll she got for her birthday earlier this month and yells a made up tune right in my ear. My brother throws an outdoor frisbee across the living room and my mother very unensthusiastcialy corrects him, never once looking up from her phone. He doesn't acknowledge her correction. Meanwhile my father sits next to my mother on the bigger couch in the room and unknowingly taps his fingers and stares directly into the television, not watching, only looking. A few minutes pass and my head only gets worse. Stomach pains come on strong and I curl myself closer than before as my mother laughs silently at a facebook post. Dad still staring directly into the electronic eyes of every character on the Disney channel film that my sister promised she would sit down and watch. My brother, pouting off in his room somewhere because somebody "yelled at him" wasn't a problem source at the moment. Until of course he decided to come back out and start an unnecessary argument with me or my mother. My sister was off somewhere hiding and eating her 5th pre-dinner snack. Now that obnoxiously loud childrens movie faded off after what felt like forever, a more quiet film came on and my only ear threats were the dogs outside, mine and the neighbors which always barked at this time of day as if they want my ears to bleed to death. If so, thats probably not very smart of them considering I was the only one who ever feeded them, even though I didn't want them in the first place. Soon enough the overwhelmingly chaotic soundtrack of my family became to much to handle and I wandered hopelessly back into my warm room and browsed Tumblr once again.