Back To September Read Count : 29
Category : Poems
Sub Category : N/A
Back To January in 2010I was a good student in high school,I was like youfollow my teacher’s standard ruleeven though my academic gradewere special,do what my teacher wants me to doat first, is easy for me to control myselflike typical peoplemany people love to be my friendunlike other popular peopleI never vape or never smoke, neverdo naughty thingsnot depend on my teacher’s helpknow my role as a good studentas you didn’t knowI use to accept changekeep my good student statusI was like you,used have burnoutwhen I felt stressI was like youwent home in my bedroommy mom heard me crying,she comforted meit hard for me to talk aboutwhat I was feelingthis barrier makes mecan’t control what I behave andwhat I say in a certain way,if I can go back to Septemberwhen we first mettold you the truthwhat happens to me,would you still love me?back in my mind, I'm still thinking about you,I feel scared of losing youI’m afraid that you’ll find someoneelse,I’m scared of reaching out to youif I do I’m still will lose you,if you won’t say things give me anxietyI won’t behave or say thingsmake you feel discomfort.
- No Comments