Category : Poems

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I don't blame anyone for anything.
I went down a path of destruction,
Everything I believed in,
Shattered in an instant.

Who I was, was lost to anger.
I hated me, hated my life.
It poured out everywhere
Nothing I did worked.

I kept searching for escapes
Through others
Through drugs
And I found out, how fucked up I ended up.

It took a lot of time
I'm still not happy
I still want to die
Yet, I believe finally in a sense toward life.

I messed up a lot
Became someone I never was.
I was boring, they were right
I lost myself and ended up an addict.

There's no blame here but my own.
I ruin everything,
Because I always stopped trying.
Now I'm here, constantly trying yet failing.