Nobody Knew I Was Overstimulated Read Count : 45
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I was a good studentfollowed the rulesreally well,I’m was like amongother teenagersmany peoples wanted tohung out with me,didn’t know I wasa very popularwithout knowing itWhen I got responsibilitiesof having a jobaround high school,I was good at be on top of my jobsroutine and plan to prioritize my jobsduties,my popularity become betterI was still smiling and brightenpeople’s dayI met a teenage boywho was popular as mehe treated me nicely andkind to mehowever I had a massive crushon him,I still manage and control myselfuntil he rejected menobody knew I was overstimulatedall rumors were everywhereevery people thoughtI was going insanethey didn’t know how his rejectiondid hurt me to cause me to feel hurtit’s affected my performance in classI was still good at manage my job routine schedule very well,my over stimulation got worsedidn’t know I got bullied bypeoples who point outmy mistakes and flawsgossiping rumorspeoples mistreated methey thought I was a problematic studentnobody knew I was overstimulatedI was tired and overworkedmy choir teachertalked to me outof my bad behaviornobody knew I was sensitiveto everything around me,they didn’t know I feelevery people’s emotionsthat also make me feltoverstimulated as well,including they just want meto be a perfect studentwanted me to be optimistic,dependablethey wanted meto be preciselike when I was in freshman yearI felt tired and weakbecause of what happento me,I went to my language classin Newport high schoolwent to this special programgoing to Bellevue Collegeeven though I get out from high schoolI was still busynobody at college didn’t knowI was overstimulatedI wasn’t ready to be in a romantic relationship. However, I feel what you’re feelinghard for me to told youI’m not ready to be in a relationshipwith younow, I’m still not comfortable enoughto be friend with you,I just need a momentto think if I wanted tobe friend with you,restart your friendshiplet’s see what happen to us.
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