Nobody Knew The Truth Read Count : 34
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My first day at high schoolI was a delighted personsmiling at every people,brighten their daythought is going to be alrightever since I had a massive crushand being rejected,I was more out of my minddidn't even know itI get in trouble for thingsI didn't even think I didBut I didn’t know whynor why bad things alwaysseemed to be happening to me,I do felt discriminated of thingshad said about me or how they seemto treat meafter school, I went homethrow my backpack onto the lawnran into my bedroomI was overwhelmed by many emotionsI felt worthless,I had low self-esteemI felt tired and weakI screamed and criedone of my female parentgo check on me,I can’t go to sleepcircle under my eyes,on the next daymy mind full of miserygray cloud over my headstill can manage to be responsiblebeing on top of my jobs and volunteeraround high schoolnobody knew the truthno one care about what I feltall they care about was how I was behavinghad many things going inside my mindI felt exhausted and wearyI’m scared to stand up for myselflet it bothered me many yearshigh school rumors were spreadingaround special educationone student’s mother heard the rumorsabout me tried to defend his sonwhen I left this past behind mestart my new life as a new studentat Bellevue College,The first time I met a new friendand didn’t know about my pasthe was the person who used to bein my love lifefinally broke up with me last summer2020don’t know I can keep on living my lifewithout you,I understand your childhood pain andwhat you feel nowI know what it feels likeI can feel you,my heartache for you,I see through your painwithout you telling me,God said to me, “look within yourselfto reveal the pain of another person”I know the truth about your painwithin myself.
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