Emotional Connected With You Read Count : 17

Category : Poems

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Some people tell me 
I should act my age 
nobody knew live with 
a mental illness 
is not what I want, 
it’s something I can’t control 
I was born with it, 
I can’t act my age 
I do have adult knowledge 
doesn’t mean I will never be like an adult 
even though my mental illness symptoms 
can make me like other peoples 
doesn’t mean I’m going to act my age 
I have additional disorder 
make me can’t behave like an adult 
there something deep within me 
already damage between 
the life as a teenager and the life as an adult 
people still want me to act my age, 
even though I tried 
some of them didn’t know
my real age 
Assume I was the age of a young teenager, 
my teenage year is over 
I’m 3 years older than a person who used to be in my love life and 10 years older than one of my family who was the youngest 
I have been born in the year 1996 
I already walked through my life 
before you walk into your lives 
I have been through the pain you had walked in
My pain was that nobody consider me as a best friend and don’t trust me 
I understand you through your pain 
because I have been through it before 
know what is like for you, 
I understand you 
both of my parents 
never experienced being separated 
I have been loved all of my life 
you were unaware that I used to be busy 
just like you, 
I understand how busy you are with your life 
we both sensitive to new changes 
it can be hard for us, 
if we both say something make us feel comfortable say something that calm us down, 
we won’t be that hard on each other 
you already know I’m older 
We both still have to be 
hard and gentle with each other 
due to our same health problem, can we treat each other equally? 
we can get along pretty well 
we have a lot in common 
due to our differences, can we call it truce? 

Comments

  • Sep 13, 2021

  • Meisha Sparkle

    Meisha Sparkle

    i love this 🥰🥰🥰🥰 i am engaged i have mental illness and its 3 that me n him share though we knew all of this as friends growing up n we started dating in the 8th grade, but building a life is different. that last line got me💌💘💝💖💗💓💞💕💟❣❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🤍💯👌 Can we...call it truce? keep writing I'll be looking

    Sep 13, 2021

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