The Way I Am
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I hug you the way I want to be hugged.I kiss you the way others kissed me -And I I had become addicted to their mouths -As I am addicted to you now.I tell you sweet words,Even though it's not my kind to do it.Words kill traces of lipstick at parties.Music kills words whenI don't want to hear lyrics...Which blame me and make meFeel uncomfortable,Thinking how many times I madeThe same mistake in such a short time -Loving the same person a thousand timesLike the first time with full confidenceBut with my heart full of doubtsAnd hate for myself - loving you wrong.I catch your thin fingersBetween my trembling fingers.Outside my skin, the sun caught a cold,And your blood begins to flow over my veins -Tablelands of lava... ice cream inside my cells.I warm them again with my hot breath -Summer in autumn,Autumn in hearts and love with storms.Seasons mixed with our sick feelings.We are drunk after that kiss, feeling dizzy.I am not even 10% of what your heart requires.If you have patience, you can seeThe good part of my bad thoughts, my love!