Category : Poems

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August 29, 2021
 I was beatin by a man I was in love with. I was asleep and he took an object and hit me over and over braking my nose, my eye sockets, my jaw, my ear drum and he swelled my brain. I was in a coma for 29 days.
An employee of the hotel that him and I were residents in found me 4 minutes before my heart stopped.  I died in the hotel room, the ambulance and at hospital and all 3 times they were able to save my life. I have no memory of it but  I survived and I wrote this exactly 1 year later...

I loved him so much...
I need to know why?
He hated me so much
He wanted me to die

Will I ever have the answers
I been searching for...
It's never enough
I always want more

I feel lost
I feel a void inside
How could he walk away
When he thought that I died?

I feel pain inside
That won't go away
And I still think of him
Every single day

I'm searching for answers 
I know I won't receive
And the answers I get
Are so hard to believe

How could he beat me
And not even care?
Why can't I remember?
It's just not fair

I loved him so much
I just need to know why
He hated me so much
He wanted me to die