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My life is depression just depression nothing else, the only thing that made me feel wanted was my cat and she got taken away from me last night! The only thing that makes me happy is anime and manga the only ppl who love me are the ppl no one else can see maybe there in my head maybe im crazy.I sit in my room and cry for hours and hours thinking that i don't need to live if i die right now no one would notice no one would care. Im nothing but a waste of skin. I have scars on my arm from things of done in the past that i don't regret but what i do regret is the fact that i missed a vain.
Im the girl who hides her tears with makeup,im the girl who never gets noticed who hides behind the taller ppl to hide my soft sobs.
ppl wanted to know what i do in my spare time well i sit and talk to my self softly and talk to the voices and the ppl no one else can see or hear i guess im crazy i guess im insane. I tell ppl this and they say i need help I DON'T NEED HELP i need friends that know my name who are there for me and family that care if i die that loves me... I.. I just want to be noticed.... I .. Want to be loved!
But im not