Category : Diary/Journal

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It's been 31 years in the making, and I have finally come to realization, not knowing then.. what i know now. Becoming aware of one self and the bad decisions that come with it. I now know that my biggest battle in life, is finding myself.. and accepting who I was truly meant to be.

My dilemma, is that I'm caught in between two worlds.. reality and the supernatural, it's almost as if both worlds are having a tug-a-war battle and I'm the rope. Feeling confused and detached from society, slaved by people pleasing instead of being true to my opinions of my inner self.
Reality is a cruel evil place, but at the same time, I'm drawn to it.. like the planets orbiting the sun, pulling me in a transit of confusion and frustration.

Ive been to the lowest of lows, darker than the dungeons of hell, a prisoner of emotional stress.. trying to fit in with normality.
But, despite all that has happened, I am great full for the experience. 
Everything happens for a reason.. and once you fully understand that reason, that's when you'll know your purpose.