Category : Poems

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You turn my heart until I became dizzy.
  I don't know what I gave you, 
I don't know what else you have to give me.  

I live a story identical to my past - toxicity, 
Bad words, violence, cigarettes smoked 
And alcohol in full bottles covering 
The empty thoughts of my mind.

 You turn my head until I run out of air,
 Your face has its look full of hatred.
I can not understand how it is possible
 To get to the same place with different people
 When I did not want to get there.

 I promised many times
But I betrayed myself letting you do
 What you want with me,
Making my weaknesses bleed 
And my soul mute.

  If this is how love looks, 
I prefer to look at it from a long distance
 And never feel it again.  
It completely destroyed me.

I'll get back on my feet 
When you become a memory. 
 I will laugh from now on
 When I hear the word "love"
 Even if it hurt me.