Category : Poems

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Put I put in my headphones
And play pink ployd
To block out all the noise
at my home



The only I time I can cool it
And not act stupid
Is when I'm listening to music



Its just peace
The place when my pain seems
To cease
Other than in my dreams



Sometimes I put on Seether
And take a breather


As I change my demeanor
To something a bit more cleaner



You ever been so lost
that you just shut out
And the one's who you're around
Is what it cost



It's sad to say
That my love
For these drugs
Made me okay



but is it that I'm blind?
to blind to see
That the drugs are killing me
As I pretend to be fine



I try n get sober
But every time it's the same
My pains


never over
But that's life
Right?



But shit, I'm lucky cause I'm still here
How many attempts
I have under my belt
But hey, I've never been sent
To die
So dying isn't my fear
Unless I'm just telling myself another lie



I mean how do we walk the same path
Same road
But we're all still alone
That's why I sit back
And laugh



We're all so same
Yet so different
We all can be so tame
Yet still sinnin'

Now I'm not judgin'
Each to their own
But for me and myself ill try to atone
And just know I'm not budgin'