Sick Read Count : 14

Category : Poems

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Hey, can I have your attention?
I think I need to see a doctor!
My heart is heavy and my weakness is gaining strength.
Words are lined up in my heart, waiting to gain entrance to my lips.
Everytime an opportunity for their freedom strolls in,
My fears come like a prison warden and keeps them bound.

My heart gets heavier whenever the sound of your laughter fills my ears.
The  more I stare at you, the more imbalanced the rhythm of my heart gets.
I can't handle it anymore so I need to see a doctor.

I can't sit here waiting for you to look in my eyes and see how much I want you to love me.
I can't daydream anymore about us walking down the streets hand-in-hand, whispering sweet nothings to each other.
I can't continue waiting for you to say those words that will make my heart leap.
I'm tired of imagining us holding hands to pray, studying the bible or evangelizing together.

I'm tired of watching from afar and hoping the distance between us will be bridged.
I'm tired of getting scared that someone better would come and you will be hers.
I'm completely sick and tired so I need to see a doctor to teach me how to stop loving you.

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  • May 07, 2021

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