Questioning My Self Read Count : 50
Category : Diary/Journal
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What if?why ?how am I so scared?What's done is doneI told him to leave, but did I really want him to leave now he's gone and I'm feeling broken I know I'm doing the right thing but its scaring me I wanna tell Him to come back why do I regard myself so lowly? he doesn't respect you he doesn't treat you the way you deserve, but yet here you are slowly building up tears in your eyes feeling overly agitated.......listen to me, you gotta pull yourself together, what do you want from me? what do you want from me! you've been getting signs, you've been seeing, feeling and knowing, there is no forgiveness for this, please take the correct steps I beg you, I'm tired of the neglect the disrespect the heart break the lies the broken promises the hurtful words, aren't you? come on because I'm leaving weather you want to or not he gave us 3 kids thats enough let's cut our losses and move on you do a lot on your own any way........ what are you afraid of?