Category : Adult

Sub Category : Adult Romance

Here we go again. Yes, I'm back discussing love and can someone tell me exactly what it is? Euphoria? Pain? Heartbreak? Excitement? Romance? It seems as if no matter how many times I've gone down this road; I still ask myself, "What is it?" 
Is it me? Am I that hard to love. Do I love to hard? Why is it that I can't seem to find the one; whom will love me for real. Fake love is worse than no love. I would rather you be upfront with me, and tell me you don't have the same feelings as I do. We don't have to lie, to kick it. After all the lies and secrets; I no longer trust you. Seems as if the more I care; the worse it gets. So now I've learned to choose ME. At the end of the day I encourage you,  as I encourage myself. Choose you every time. Put you first because if you don't, no one else will. People get used to the idea of you but not the entirety of you as a woman. Some men want motherly figures while receiving wifely benefits, and still won't put a RING on it. I've been on LAYAWAY so long until I began to depreciate in value; in this man's eyes. So when being pushed aside until he no longer sees nothing but YOUR hands; as a hand out, it's time to reevaluate.  I decided that only my happiness matters now. After years of neglect and abuse; it taught me what I don't want in a relationship. Being pulled so thin and giving myself, until I don't have anything left. Before any of you get to this point of no tolerance; get out. The life you save will be YOUR own.