Making Fun Of The Past Read Count : 48
Category : Songs
Sub Category : Rock
I've been an Lil peep, Lil tracy and ghostemane copy-gimmickAnd boring comedy-records for sad emo trap-rap, parasites crawling on my tongueAnd same words spun in my mouth, like"Don't worry 'bout me", lifeless twin-spiders, hung to death by their own sticky, Labyrinth-web Silk"Make me numb and dumb, i'm going numb and dumb" , long carpet centipede-blankets wrapped around me, taking hopey-oxygen full of light away"I'll end up like lil peep and i'm dead at 21" a suicidal Flock of lemmings, running Off the clifftogether with those stupid ad-lips "aye, yuhh, yo, woo"Etc. Bla bla blaLoud, attentive whory ChickenFunny how i was ranting 'bout drugs, when i never literally put them into the well on and of my face, below my nose and above my chinHilarious how i labelled Xanax as my candy, when i really only Stain and paint white hard Marshmallows with sweets like the kids doReally a dumb Thing how i acted as if Marilyn manson was my real life-lover and boo(Friend, bro, mate, homie, boyfriend, husband, partner)When All the things are just imaginary that he doNo, we never fucked or made out,no, he never protected me, 'cause we never ever even communicated in any way at a meet and greetIt's impossible that he ever gave me personally any advice in anythingBut suicide, that topic was trueThe negativity about my father, that topic was trueCutting my skin with a razor, that topic was trueIt all happened in 2019, yeah, sadly it's true.