Category : Poems

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Below The Surface 


Reading too deep

Into what's not there.

Trying to find some hope

When I'm filled with despair.

What do you do

When you know you've lost your way?

How are you supposed to feel,

What are you supposed to say?

Well the truth is

I really don't know.

Nothing feels real,

No place feels like home.

I'm just a shadow,

A memoir of my former self,

Hollowed out, faded, 

And put up on a shelf.

I wish I had some answers,

Before I run out of time.

Because to be honest, 

I'm tired of telling people I'm fine.

Yeah I know this is all

My own fault.

I want to lock all my emotions

In a steel vault.

Lock it tight and chuck the key,

Never again let them out

To bother me.

Then I can fade to memory, 

And live out my end 

In obscurity.

-samhudson