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you are pushing me away and pulling me back within the same breath i don't ask for much i try my best not to nag i brush off all others putting you first and thats my fault i always put the people i care for before myself i would do what it takes to see you smile 
what do you think happiness is? do you think its money? do you think that if you are broken you can't be happy?
the sight of you brings a smile to my face the feel of you lights up my day 
why can't you see that you are on your way to becoming your own person 
I wish you would see what i see when i look at you that smirk that you give me at times the way you push me away when i know you don't want to
 the way you make statements always adding me to them it makes me see that you see me in your future and that makes me happy just to know that
i know you are not in a position right now to help me financially and I'm ok with that things will sort out themselves.
you are a wonderful hard working person and to be honest i want you to be my person  i wanna stand at your side in every decision you make i wanna help you build i want us to build together pushing each other forward forgetting the negativity and putting it all behind us. 
Everyone makes mistakes the answer to those mistakes are acknowledging them making better choices apologizing making things right forgiving yourself and moving forward.
So incase i haven't said it before you are always on my mind missing you is what i do most of my day its been two weeks since I've actually felt your touch and it feels like a life time you enter my dreams where you were before we ever even met and now you do and i know it was you all along so here it is I love you good days bad days and all 
I LOVE THE BEST AND THE WORST OF YOU I'M WILLING TO WORK ON THIS WITH YOU HAND IN HAND.