Lonely, Empty And Lovesick Head Read Count : 13

Category : Songs

Sub Category : Rock
Now I'm alone and nothing is mine
the pillow in my head is dissolving
in drops of my tears
This bed will feel so empty now
How long will it take til i fall asleep in here?

The garden of my emotions is burning,
Heads of flowers are cut off and shattered, it looks so beautifully abstract, the pain. 

maybe my death is someone else's hope that there's still strength left
Dying is grace that life shows in the end of our winking eyes, they close and never open. 

Love can be for the ones having no fun in life 
Love can be for the ones being sick of themselves 
Love's a carousel that'd make you wish your feelings finally commit suicide. 
Love will make you tolerate that pain.

Now i'm left alone even in imagination 
I knew that even the ghosts would betray and dissapoint me too 
Maybe being alone is my destiny
Is it the price to pay when you won selfishness as your safety? 

The eye of my mind manifestated a hand and pushed you out through a hole 
It's not my right to be happy with someone else
I won't ever explore the pleasures of you 
I won't ever taste skin or feel bones 
My mind is mad and suicidal because there's a headache like a bullet stuck in my brain, leaning against the wall of my skull with its weight.
That are gonna be long nights and sad days, suffocating hours, grey minutes and poisonous seconds to my head and heart.

Love can be for the ones having no fun in life 
Love can be for the ones being sick of themselves 
Love's a carousel that'd make you wish your feelings finally commit suicide. 
Love will make you tolerate that pain.

Now i'm left alone even in imagination 
I knew that even the ghosts would betray and dissapoint me too 
Maybe being alone is my destiny
Is it the price to pay when you won selfishness as your safety? 

Experiences with other souls is a sickness i better should avoid 
Experiences with other souls is a sickness i better should avoid 
Experiences with other souls is a sickness i better should avoid
They always seem the same. They get older too. They'll be grey soon. 

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  • Apr 19, 2021

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