Category : Poems

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Lurking within the shadows of grains inside my lingering mind,
Taking brutal punishment inward out to my disappearing spirit through time,
Dissection within my chakras,
Exposed wounds soaked in lime.

they're malnourished while she's flourished,
Unable to cope with her hooked on dope,
No way to gain hope, the mind has choked.

Navigating with my hand on the bible,
Smear campaigning untouched by her libel,
Within her garrison I'm embarrassing,
Relentless badgering had me answering,
I'm in love, but not with her, with my doves. 

The ultimate Betrayal of a resentful fable,
I'm needed more than ever,
so I consolidate, compartmentalize, 
I realize, I'm chastised, my heart is leather.

My button is gone as so is she,
I'm focused, but I can not breathe,
Always shaking and everyone can see,
I'm lost and confused in make believe.

My chakras are her breakfast,
The only Soul is for lunch,
My mind is for dinner,
The heart is dessert.

Holding onto atonement moments,
I remember happiness so very pure,
I remember laughter that cured,
I remember births showed tears,
I remember everything through the years.

Letting go of admonition submissions,
I forgot raging dissonance,
I forgot confusing abusing,
I forgot hailing agony,
I forgot showering anxiety,
I forget the mind control,
I wasn't whole.

Being mindlessly dependent,
she is overtly a defendant,
Every conversation followed the circle,
I was the hamster, I was tired off running,
Everything is gone, silently she's shunning.

I gather my resources, 
it's a pool and the kids can swim,
If I drown holding them up there is still the other kin.

Everything inside me is missing,
She gobbled it up, had me kissing,
I'm lost to the forgotten bliss,
Burning real what was fake, I take stake,
This is my place, not now but I can see another, fair is always without care.

She always gaslit to keep the darkness alive,
The idealization was my realization,
I was slowly being drained, 
I couldn't strive, death comes tonight.

Her traps isolated me, I can no longer breathe, 
triangulations consumed what I built, destroyed my inner being.

Our connection by vent let our Realities mix, till I was discontent and didn't resent,
Her nails grew like sharp shark tooths,
Claiming my captivity so demonic,
Ripping me inside out by Soulful Chastisement.