Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

To look back and see where i was and see where i am today and who I have come to be, honestly I have no words for you to say about that. 

Coming from the one that has an okay way with words and is constantly writing.. 

I'm no superior human being to any other person I come across, I just found my outlet, I found my safe place. 

With a pen and a pad, I get lost so I can find my way back out again. 
New wounds that become scars, no big deal it's a part of the prosess; Growing Up.

"Dude, you're inspirational" 
      -Trust me I love hearing that, it warms me up inside to know that I'm not the only one feeling it. 

Its true pictures never change but the people inside of them do. 
Exhibit A, this photo right here. 
Hilarious, sarcastic and a perfect picture demonstrating real feelings hidden behind a fake laughter amd jokes. 

I knew every defense mechanism in the book. 

This was by far my signature move. 

Through growth, trial and error and accepting the help I need when its there really has helped a lot. 

My beautiful wife, you've always been there. You never let go. I dont think I will ever be able to put anything into words to really explain what you have done for me. 

Its, Profound. 

This is a dream I had dreamt many times even in past lives and from time to time it would happen again. I could never remember it or it came in just fragments and I get it now. 

This reality is neutral, this reality is nothing but a place where we have control. 

What I am confused about is I dreamt you long ago and now you're here. 
This is more than just a dream come true, this ignis fatuus I created in the complex mind of mine corrupted my mind. 
Clear headed, smile on my face. 
It took time, trust me, IT TOOK TIME. 

Happy anniversary baby, cant believe its been a whole year! Many more to come! I respect you to the fullest extent, love you more than anyone ever had and ever will! 

Signed,
ThoseMeaningfulWords. VH.