Category : Diary/Journal

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If you're going to be a rouge Soldier you have to fight for something...
  if you're going to be an outlaw you've got to know your way before the battle begins.
 A soldier is born with a fire in his eyes, he has the fight in his blood... From that you cannot run! 
  if you're going to be outside of the gates you still have to fight it's the only way. 
  Heavenly father-  forgive our arrogance,  and our ignorance as we stumble through this life
  ... We thank you for the chance to live,  and die.
   For what is living worth if one never crosses the Finish Line?# 
  The Greatest Adventure in life is to die.... the unknown .
  The Next Step the beginning and the end... I have but one,  in you God, and in  your son a friend, savior , Creator.
  You tell me that I have been forgiven but I cannot forgive myself.
  I did not understand the importance of what I had.
I bear that Mark I fear into eternity...if I had the chance I would do it different and things would be different for everyone.
 Please don't go.   Do not leave me here alone!   I can find a way to change it all.
 I know haven't we already begun? Has not change been taking place? Is this not an answer?  Is it too late in the race?
 Please give us another chance we can do it the right way this time. Dimensional Chasm having thus been  blocked by the forces that remain.
 elemental Corners let me name your name. Come Fire come Earth come Wind come water I do so give the recognition that you  desire one  comes not without the other all come forth oh Blessed Mother.
 Hear the words that I say... once more the forces  open up  the passing ways.  These ways that once were shut closed...with dignity and respect we pray  the portal  viable to its patrons once more. 
Thank you powers that surely be Goddess, spirit, deity... this I ask not light in heart but for tis Duty thus my part.
A doorway here that once was closed open now with new regard,  for the safety of the past and present for the keeping of a certain line.
 Insight in height in realms oft unknown tis best kept. Secret of one's own. 
Tho creature now of earth ye be, I care not to contact thee,  but to see you safely on your way . God speed good light this very day.