Category : Diary/Journal

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When I think of love I see your face,
But when I think of you I think of pain.
My heart and mind are not on the same page.
It’s obvious I get carried away.
All of the things that I don’t know, all of the feelings I don’t show.
My mind doesn’t know where to go though.
Got me standing in place like a photo.
But I know you don’t know.
I should know by now...
That every time that I make up my mind
and you know it’s too late cuz I ran outta time...
I’m tired of falling out of love,
I’m tired of the rise and fall,
I’ll leave before it starts.
Cuz I don’t wanna get my hopes up...
I play it all inside my head so I remember.
I think about the way we were back in September. 
Every moment that I waste on holding out for one more chance, isn't worth the pain I hold so close to me.
Wish I could forget it all!
Now it’s 3AM and I’m on the phone, checking on your page while I’m all alone. You’d think I’d learn or I’d try to change, Why does this always end the same?
I’d rather sleep alone than play this game again.
I’d rather play it safe than feel the pain again.
And I just know by now how this will end up...
Maybe it’s you or maybe I’m the one who’s fucked up