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I had forgotten how to love properly.
I went all in, and busted almost every time.
What a card game reference resembling a life that seems busted. 
I've tried to be someone I'm not, more than once.
Tried to be a party guy, but I kept ruining face, because I never knew my own place. 
The only thing I knew was being angry. 
Not towards anyone except myself, but still I let it rub off towards every one else at certain points.
I've begged, I've ran, I've given up every time things went wrong and I've realized looking for comfort was becoming an issue because I didn't know how to comfort myself. 
Over thinking, over stressing, every silent hour after the first message then I go into robot mode and start hitting send about once an hour and then I'm told I'm too clingy and needy and I remember one time I was told to go kill myself.
I'm my own antagonist, ain't that some shit.