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So as it goes I must be asleep for I have fallen into the same did I so desperately trying to escape only this time it's different not much because I just seeing the similarities. So much has happened so many feelings felt so many emotions riding a rollercoaster throughout this hell that I call life so far I thought everything was going good I thought I was actually cared for I thought I was actually loved slowly but surely I bear Witness to being controlled even if it's thought of kindness It's not so how did I wind up here that's for another story storing now is I am here what will I do now? Fates are funny when Destiny's fulfilled you you exist while the fates are laughing at you believing in whatever you so choose as God looks upon you in pity because you just circle your tail over and over and over again somehow someway you must break the cycle of repeat you must move forward instead of staying in the same place but to do that you must be aware you must be in control you must have the power to see what is going on in front of your face I unfortunately lack that power or do I maybe it's just slow revealing for me I don't know but I am very distraught the oceans in the tides are coming in strong beating up my rocks withering away to nothing creating more sand for people to walk all over so What's Left of Me who the hell knows