Category : Poems

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Am I soulless?
I can't tell if it's there anymore.
I feel I'm not in control of my body
Waking up some days more tired than before I fell asleep?
This feeling has destroyed all my senses
I used to drink to get over it
Now I just think
Think and think and think
So very constantly
Consistently
Losing those internal struggles
Because I feel my insides have been tampered. 
I used to sleep to escape
Now I'm afraid of it because I feel like someone has control of me. 
Fragments
Strewn about unseemly 
In such a way I can't recall memory.
Another disaster waiting
No matter which way-ing. 
That's how my life's seeming.