Category : Poems

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I think it is not easy to live,

 With mixed feelings inside your heart.

Sadness can come suddenly, 

And you can hardly get rid of that.
Everyone around you seems happy 

And you think about what you did wrong,

That you can't have at least a piece,

From the happiness they already have.
 This life is not made for everyone, 

I don't know how to handle it.

But when I reach the end of the line,

 I will be proud of me,

Because I had much pain 

Which I always carried with me.
I have always felt that 

I do not belong to anyone,

 Not even to me.

 I have always felt that the world

 Is not as I imagined it,

 Or as others told me...

 I have seen many injustices, 

Bad people, errors.  
One day, my body will be useless.

 One day, my thoughts will be released.

One day, I will not care about people.

One day, I will become - 

A speck of dust in the winter time. 
 I will leave this place 

Without making a sound.

 I will not see anyone 

Because my eyes will become blind, 

Seeking the light in the dark.
 My body will cool down, 

Maybe my eyes will shed 

The last tear and my heart will stop.

My blood will clot.

My dreams will spread around.
I will become, 

Just another one who died...alone.

Thrown into a coffin and buried 

Under a few meters of ground.