Category : Books-Non-Fiction

Sub Category : Biography

Black mist surrounding me, engulfing my existence. I'm forgotten, taken for granted. No one knows me anymore, because of their doltish ignorance... No one cares anymore in this dark and eery world... I am nothing to them...

Then I woke up. I woke up from this usual nightmare. Sometimes, I just wish I wouldn't open my eyes and fall through this tragic nightmare, for when I wake up, I am faced with something even scarier...

Welcome to this chaotic world...

I woke up in a dimly lit room. The sun's blinding rays have yet to dance across my plain black floor.

I walked towards my window, feeling no emotions whatsoever... What's wrong with me?

The first thing that captured my attention-oh indeed it is cruel. Black dust flying freely through the air, oh so innocently, not knowing the destruction it causes.

Of course. I woke up in a world of cruel humans, blinded with hatred and selfishness.  What have I done to deserve this? I'm left alone to suffer man's consequences. I am human myself, I can accept that. But I'm different.

That's why people take me for granted...

They pick on me...

They treat me like I'm a stupid person, when in fact, they're the ones who are stupid.

I felt my heart slow down, I should be really be taking my medicines...

You see, I'm allergic to smoke, but then, it's reality. You can't really avoid it...

Dark dots started dancing in my vision-wait. Black dots?!

And suddenly, I fell into nothingness.

I woke up once more, this time, in a white and clean room. The doctors heed bad news...

My condition has worsened...

I only have three days to live...

They say that they can't...fix me anymore.

They treat me as if I'm broken.

But I've got to accept the fact that yes, I am broken.

Broken by humanity.

Broken by reality.

They say that I should not waste the last days of this earthly life.

But what's the use of  living life to the fullest when I'm already dead inside.

Killed my man's selfish choices...

~time skip~

Three days have passed. I felt nothing different. I just felt...incomplete...
I decided to go out into the world, see it for the last time. Of course, that doesn't sadden me. I would like to leave this nightmare.

"Hey loser!"

"So weak! Dying already? Ha!"

"You're so lame! Who would love you?"

I just tightened my hold on my beanie, trying to block out the negative words.

In a matter of seconds, I started feeling dizzy.

Suddenly, I was

Falling,  
           
              Falling,

                              Falling,

through a never ending hole... I felt nothing but emptiness in my cold, cold heart. Black dots started swimming in my vision as darkness swallowed me whole and death took me by the hand, and led me down a winding path, surrounded with thick brambles, towards his gloomy castle.

I was nothing but a mere ghost that will eventually disappear in the hearts of devilish men.