Category : Poems
Sub Category : N/A
It's more than just thoughts
that come and then they go
The air is always heavy ,
beast of burden
So sorrow is pulling you below.It's more than anxiety ,
and more than being at unrest..
walking the plank each and every day,
it keeps.you exhausted and keeps you stressed,Eyes always batting and you wonder at what,
overwhelming emotions overtaken in your gut,
Some times it's sorrow so fuckin heavy,
your eyes can't hold the tears...
And you can't figure out why
just like your screams inside that no one fuckin hears.....
NOONE.....It more than not being sure anymore,
uncertainty is certainly the fingers
that clasp your mouth from speech...
just like many other things
it stays sure it keeps from your reach....
as it swirls around around around around again.....
wearing that transparent shit eating grin....
layer after layer of wearing thin,
what the fuck is even left of you within.....
so easy it feels.just to let it win.....
Cause you don't know why you don't know
what you reAlly should but still you don't know
so you try to try it don't let go
is there a bottom to this fuckin hole?It's no i.don't but yes I do
its.hello goodbye because I can't do that to you
its.let me out as your back hits the wall......
and slides.down.to that weary.fucking crawl.....And you ain't wondering too much
if anyone cares at.all ,
Too stuck on wondering
if your the only one that cant.read.what's on the wall....More its.more it's more for sure
More than just doubt
uve grown habitual to think.
Thoughts...
It drives you mad trying to chase them fuckers
cause they don't blink ....
drives u till ur drinking as you drive....
static on the radio doin hundred in a.fifty five.....
cause u don't care if u wreck or if u survive ....
don't give a flying fuck anymore about being alive.....
not one more day in this catacombs of the mind....
Eyes wide open still your blind
understanding the only thing
you are looking to fucking find...
because of the tangles that begin to bind......
are you the only one ?
Oh fuck what's what it all.is inner.twined.....
before a.little .quiet......
just you and yours saggy eyes
0 or perhaps everything that liez behind ....
You tell me you tell me ......go ahead you Tell Me!
tell me again what depression is cause I don't know.