Category : Poems

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Don't find me
Only destruction waits.
I'm not worth it
There are others who deserve the chance of heart.

My fears are of not being in control of my own person, that someone else is pulling the strings when I'm no longer awake. I haven't let anyone close enough, or I'm always too impatient after saying it. Change happens when you truly want it, and now I finally believe it, because I've reached the point finally where I'm no longer willing to keep trying myself for it. 

My entire life was pure implosive. A run away locomotive who wanted even as a child to kill himself. Pain was and still is an escape I use like the ocean waves. Heaven or Hells Gates won't open when I'm standing about face. Time can't heal all wounds, but it can bring some form of eventual peace.