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Staring blankly at the screen as my mind begins to scream 
I start to digest, as I compile on my screen
My conspiracy theories continue to mount 
 I look through all the evidence no doubt
On the screen I see all the ways
 I tend to get played
Looking for what I think is the truth
Through the tiny mishaps of the day I know what I'm looking at but I cannot say.  how this is to be made why it won't just go away. Finding more clues looking deeper in the things I thought I knew these ads pop up too often.
My brain runs faster and harder than I ever could looking for things and hoping it would find something to set everything okay.  cuz I really want to be happy one day but what's going to happen next. she's going to run away. you don't think about the word you say they just come out in a crass way mean and a nasty, full of hate and anger. she's The only one walking on eggshells every day. One day I hope this all goes away but not without pills I went from fairly happy to miserable unless than two year. BEER AND YUKON JACK, GAVE MY LIFE SUCH A WHACK. Then I introduced marijuana I don't know where it came from maybe Tijuana. Slowly the paranoia began to grow probably because of Melissa don't you know. She kept me hooked blankly at the screen as my mind begins to scream 
I start to digest, as I compile on my screen
My conspiracy theories continue to mount 
 I look through all the evidence no doubt
On the screen I see all the ways
 I tend to get played
Looking for what I think is the truth
Through the tiny mishaps of the day I know what I'm looking at but I cannot say how this is to be made why it won't just go away. Finding more clues looking deeper in the things I thought I knew these ads pop up too often.
My brain runs faster and harder than I ever could looking for things and hoping it would find something to set everything okay cuz I really want to be happy one day but what's going to happen next is she's going to run away. you don't think about the word you say they just come out in a crass way mean and a nasty, full of hate and rage usually are but she's The only one walking on eggshells every day.  the hook for two years through that time I drank a lot of beers. I don't know what is real these days.