“We Were Never, Alone.”
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It wa Denver about the loveNever about never feeling enoughIt’s the fact that we both have pain that we could share with each otherChildhood traumas that were shared between two people that were not just loversIt’s not about the love nowIt’s time for us to heal nowI may be calling you out as the waves crash over meBut I know you miss callin’ me babyBut this time is for usThis was never about the romantic loveIt was aboutThe emotions from the traumas we never let outEmotions flows by outAnd we forget the depth we shared with one another before the live ran outYou ran outMight as well kicked me in the stomach while I was downYou know you didn’t mean to hurt meBut this is your responsibilityYou put your pain on meI put my pain on you, and I’m sorryThank you Josh AI’ve had an epiphany todayThat the boyWho introduced me to youWas never my enemyWe were meant to be best friends like we were in the beginning of our historyI still wanna call you babyAnd just maybeI’m rightBut I’ll never know tol you fall to your knees crying yo to the skyWe were each other sstepping stonesA vortex into knowingThat we were never aloneNever meant to feel aloneThe trauma we shared is what goes us togetherWe heal each other and that’s why “you and me” feels betterI know we’re not ready to come back aroundBut it’s comin’ roundCause I can feel itI can feel you, feel itThis ain’t overWe both miss the otherBeing bext to us under the coversWe were best friends before we were loversMaybe we were meant to be togetherCause we trusted each other, like sister and brotherMaybe “we” are meant to be in this lifeCause we fight, like husband and wifeMaybe we were meant to die together in the endCause we always loved each other like best friendsHoneyI know there’s more depth to usEven if it makes you subconsciously unpsetThere’s a depth neither one of us has ever feltSo why don’t we just feel like another knoch in our beltsTo each otherMaybe it’s because we were meant to be more than loversYou held me underneath the coversAnd I protected you from the plundersI still feel this love for youLike a spark of fire in a dark roomAnd I think we both knowThat this ain’t over till we growTo the same measureAt the same rhythm, so we can be togetherI know how I feel about youAnd I know my bestest friend, youHid beneath blacks and bluesFor the simple fact you’re not comfortable with being the real youWith me you always wereBut you are, only ever gong to be your cureThe green curtainsI never deserved thisThe white rosesI never deserved to see you metaphorically overdoseWe both made the same mistakeHiding our pain til we let out the anger on our loved ones one dayI’ve thought about being more like other girlsBut you wouldn’t love me if I was like every other girlI would never be meNever be “I’m just Audree”There’s something that needs to come upOut of your mouthIs it love?Cause I know on you I’d never look SouthIs it love for me?Or am I completely wrong, about our history?