The Disorders Of My Philia And Isms Read Count : 20

Category : Songs

Sub Category : Rock

You won't change

I won't let that happen

you are just a side room of my egoism

and a doll for my sadism

you are a sheet of paper painted with my obsession

I fold you and build you on my perfectionism


To destroy is to create 

I cover you in cracks before you deserve the light

I smother you in a cocoon of ropes 

You're my piñata and you're filled with blood, flesh and bones.


Will you pass the test?

Will you take what's coming for you?

Or must the next person standing in line

share the same fate?


I prefer fornicating with the dead

they won't ever remember my strange predilection

they're the best at keepin' their mouths shut, i never have to listen to any complains

Betrayal is impossible, they keep that side of me a mystery, a dirty, dark, little secret. 


My Sexuality is like the grab of a killer's hand


I'm not sick, i'm not being mean

I'm just me

and lockin' me away is just unfair

in a world that claims to be free 


I'm milking human veins 

to feed you with blood 

'cause men's blood makes you seem immortal from the outside

You're already shaking your head 

and the trembling legs seem to collapse 

If your skin grows old like a flower again, 

I'll kick you back into the dirt, the earth, with my boots.


My hands around your throat are like the corona virus, asthma or another lung infection


I'm not sick, i'm not being mean

I'm just me

and bringin' my mouth to die is just unfair

in a world that claims to be free 


I'm rich, and i have the money you beg for

I count my numbers in front of you 

I make you say the words and sing the sounds i wanna hear. 


Lovin' me, means you're weak 

Lovin me, shows you're dumb 

Lovin me, is proof for your self hatred 

Lovin' me is giving yourself up 'cause i'm a lunatic control freak. 


But...


I'm not sick, i'm not being mean

I'm just me

and someone else takin' care of my negativity is just unfair in a world that claims to be free 

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