Category : Diary/Journal

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The only emotions I am able to experience right now are anger, and sadness. I am filled with hatred. For the world, and for the people around me. For those who saw my suffering and stood doing nothing. For those who have built me up just to break me back down. And most of all, for myself. I hate the way I have treated those I've loved. I hate the way I've allowed myself to get angry at others for my mistakes. I hate the way I have let myself get in the way of others. I hate the way I have yelled and scolded those who have only tried to help. I hate the way I haven't accepted that help. I hate the way I have broken others down. I hate the way I have hurt others to soothe my own pain. I hate the way I have not been able to make anything better. And I hate the way I am.