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I find it really hard to care about things. I really, really thought I was doing better, that I was getting better. I was slowly beginning to feel things for others again. And then it all just stopped. I don't care anymore. I lost myself. Again. Expressing emotions to and for others is no longer an option. It hasn't been for a long time. But I thought it was going to be. I thought I would be able to feel again. And then I lost all hope. I feel worthless. I feel meaningless. Alone. Because now, not only have I lost any hope of caring for others who aren't EXTREMELY close to me, but I find it hard to care about myself. Yes, I am extremely sensitive, and I get very hurt over the smallest of things, but I don't really care about what happens to me. I don't care how much I suffer, or how hard the struggle. I don't believe that others care either. They don't care. So why should I? 

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  • Dec 31, 2020

  • Dec 31, 2020

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