Category : Poems

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She told me that it would be great
 Bo be surrounded by people 
Who can understand me.
 But if she can't understand myself,
 What kind of people do I need next to me?

  And how can others understand me better
 When I can't understand myself,
When I can't understand what's going on 
Inside this heavy chest? 

 I hear the knock on the door,
 But I can't open it. Sorry!
They don't understand,
That I'm already living a sad story.

 I go out with a smile, 
I would at least give them a hug,
 But I know they want more,
 And I can't give them
  What I kept for her inside my veins.

  I don't know what it's like 
To be right for someone.
I don't know how
 To receive someone else's love.

 I don't know how to smile when I cry,
 I don't know if I deserve someone by my side.

When they all will leave,
 I will leave my arms open, 
I did not know that love dries you up, 
Tortures you, if you give it to the wrong people.

Too bad, too late I understood its meaning,
After I gave everything I had -
 Remaining empty and sad forever.
Yeah, this is my life I am living now!