Chin-up Suck Read Count : 28

Category : Books-Fiction

Sub Category : YoungAdult
I have to be ok with the fact that I stood up for myself just to end up alone. 
The fact that I didn’t give someone what they wanted made me   less   than unworthy of respect. 
The fact that I refused to be disrespected cast me out to be overbearing or inordinate. 
I have to be ok with the fact that a man who touched me in my sleep ended our friendship on the argument that I was dishonest. 
I have to be ok with the fact that I stayed after he did it. 
I have to be ok with the fact that he might still believe it was a just reason.
I have to be ok with the fact that that man is ok and spawning a new relationship with someone in my similar circle. 
I have to be ok with the fact that I can’t talk about it. 
I have to be ok with the fact that I can’t help but destroy relationships before they get too close. 
And I have to be ok with the fact that I attract people who don’t care to try once I’ve done my part. 
I have to be ok with the fact that I’ve been ok with being second best to someone’s narcissism. So long as I was getting touched once in a while. 
Where are the lines? When does it end

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