The Demon In Me Read Count : 26

Category : Poems

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I walked door to door looking for someone
Someone who will help me.this thing is growing.
And I'm doing nothing,I need help and no one can help
Me get rid of this demon and its growing and I'm feeding
It.I wish I could hate it but its impossible its getting big each
Time and I can't help it

There a thick line between love and hate and
You're that line,if I were to take time back I would
Have never set my eyes on you,you're too good to be
You.I always thought you were fake but now I know that you're
Real.you came into my life and tested me with your angelic face
You're a demon in gods body.I hate to admit that I let you in.


I am losing myself and there's nothing I can do 
I need peace and I can't find it.I can't find peace in 
My own heart .the feeling is growing and i can't help it
I got stuck between myself and you.I tried letting you go 
But its hard,everytime when I try I find myself drowning
Drowning in my own tears.I don't know if I should be afraid
Of this feeling or not

I have paused my life because of you.I'm waiting for 
You to be my first love even if it means I will have to 
Wait until my last day I will wait.I will not risk innocent
Hearts,I cannot ruin peoples lives.I have searched everywhere
For someone who can replace you but I couldn't find someone
Like you...you own my heart even if you live in another part
Of the world.I sometimes wish that the world would be flat
So that you could walk away and never come back


Comments

  • nice

    Oct 27, 2020

  • great poem really like the last two lines too, keep on writing, all the best from the U.K. 😀👍✌👌🐝

    Oct 28, 2020

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