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Hi My life has been anything but ordinary and so surreal that I decided that I should share it in hopes to help other people not feel so alone out there with similar issues. I'm going to talk about things and issues people don't normally talk about because they are afraid of being judged...
Here's just a little bit of my background. I was raised by my mom after my father left when I was 8. I was also raised with an older sister. My childhood was abusive in all the ways it can be. I started working when I was 8 when my dad left, helped raise my sisters kids when I was thirteen years old. When I left home at 18 I stayed connected to my family because I was close to my sisters kids otherwise I wouldn't have. When I left home at 18 I knew that my head wasn't in a good place because I had been fighting depression and anxiety since I was 8 years old. I started to read self help books to try to get past the trauma from my childhood then. As I  worked on me I decided that was my calling, to counsel and try to ease other peopled pain. I eventually went to school a couple years studying social work years later. Anyways, as my life continued I seen that I was steady being emotionally and some physically abused by narcissist individuals, relationship after relationship. It was extremely painful for me, I was in such torment . Anyways, years later those kids I was attached to had grown so I pulled away from my family. I then discovered something else about myself through this journey. I was an empath. I thought I was just weird by things that would happen and feelings but I was just deeply connected to everything around me. That's when my life flipped and things I never dreamed of (good and bad) started happening because I was going through a spiritual awakening....