Category : Poems

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Few years ago I thought I needed some kind of therapy 
Yes, I know I need help
But not so much you can do while your soul been trapped somewhere 
And you have nobody to support you 
But with writing, it's like how the way I was trying to heal myself 
Pretty much like NF(Nate) found music as his therapy session 
It was me found myself with this style 
It was me found a long process to be healed, to be healthy, to be who I am right now
To find the right path to be who I want to be
And I found the same way like Nate feel through music and writing. 
People might confused about things I had written 
I don't really give a damn about it
I write what I want, not to please everyone 
I write and brainstorming my thoughts, 
Not looking for acceptance 
And that's my therapy session for me. 

And this is what Nate said on his song lyrics (Therapy Session) that I love the most. 
Me and him, I think we both were born this way. 
We turned pain into art. 

"I mean,
I think sometimes people they confuse what I'm doing
I write about life, I write about things that I'm actually dealing with
Something that I'm actually experiencing, this is real for me
Like this is something that personally helps me as well
I'm not confused about who gave me the gift
God gave me the gift and he gave me the ability to do this
And he also gave me this as an outlet
And that's what music is for me
When I feel something, 
whether it's anger
Um, it's a passion about something, or frustration
Like this is where I go, this is, that's the whole NFrealmusic thing man
This is real for me, 
I need this, 
this is a therapy for me. "

And this is also real for me that I started to heal myself, getting better. 
Yeah sometimes I relapse but it's still a progress to get better future ahead. 

© Vivian Lin