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I was trying so hard. 
To get better to feel better.
But she's the biggest problem. 
I don't understand why. 
I don't know why she acted like that.
been mentally and emotionally abuse by her for such a long time. 
God, where did I go wrong? 
I do everything right. 
I take my own burden. 
I have my own responsibility, I know. 
But sometimes she's being mean. 
I was questioning myself, 
What did I do wrong? 
I never ask her to do what I have to do. 
But she keeps blame everything on me. 
Why she never even see a single thing that I have done in front of her? 
I'm sorry I'm relapsed again,
Sometimes I'm just so tired. 
I try so hard not to think about her. 
I try so hard not to let her affecting me, 
And my personal life like my brother been told me long ago. 
I really want to live my life without her. 
Doesn't mean I want to get rid of her. 
Honestly I just want to find peace.
I want to find peace.
Do you hear me?
I just want to find peace. 
And I miss your hug so much, 
I want to cry in your arms.
I miss you...
I miss you so much...

© Vivian Lin