Underneath Apology Read Count : 186

Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A
Entering my head...
are you in need to hear from me?
what's really underneath me?
Are you really prepared?
Ready to be exposed to what I see?
I'm convinced you have me
Tied in this dream
untamable
uncontrollable fantasy
A liked mind screw
messing around to capture my true thoughts
your beauty is always caught
I'm in need of you
unexplainably tense
feelings of butterflies within
I'm so unprepared to enter your head 
reminding myself of your inner strength
you've taken me
I'm in love with your every thought
thoughts of us,
thoughts of your touch,
and your words
soft passionate grasp, that flows off your tongue
I'm in love
watching you move
Do you know I'm tender, as I'm turned on by you?
FORGIVE ME my love, for being to forward
your ways are beyond the word (attractive)
may I say,
may I ask,
can I have you?
are you reachable?
I'm wanting to softly dwell in your thoughts
As you sleep, I'm wishing you'll emphasize your deepest needs
Can I be your all
FORGIVE ME
This love I've never seen
To me, it's never been taught
can you accept this as a way to view my expressions?
I'm not wanting to leave you guessing or questioning,
If I can explain what it is I feel
I don't want to miss you
pulling not to share you
I'm wrong!!
An apology for this, I would rather not give
For I believe you to be mines
causing me to react in ways, without an open mind
you've truly blown me away
shy to say or explain this with you
maybe I should grip my composure
or maybe, I should express this by holding you closer
or maybe, I should bottle up,
perhaps, hide underneath these protective and secretive covers
yet, I feel this outlet is necessary
As, your pieced together heart is secretly needy
explaining the breath you steal from me
Do you hear me?
Can you see me?
Sometimes as you speak, I'm weak
confessing that I'm not listening
unable to break my stare
forwardly I state
intentionally hurt you?
NEVER
I'm only wanting your help in putting me back together

Written by: Maiakla Stephens
dedicated to : My perfectionist 

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