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people are aloud to believe in anything they want.  
some people think someone magical can listen to them in their time of need.  
some people think that person will help them. 
whatever gets you through right?  
but even then your using YOUR MIND.  

I was never brought up to believe in a God or anything.  but when people would pass, or i was in desprete need, id pray. id hope my loved ones where watching down on me. sometimes not, because they would kick my ass for my failures.. 
point is. .
i relised we are our only hope! when in my time of need,  I PULLED MYSELF BACK UP.  
I WIPED MY OWN TEARS.  
I SOLVED THE SITUATIONS.  
I ASKED FOR HELP.  
I SET GOALS
I ACHIEVED THEM. 
AND STILL ACHIEVING 
I STILL FALL. 
BUT I STILL BUILD MYSELF UP. 
I BELIEVE WE ARE OUR OWN GOD.  
WE BELIEVE IN SO MUCH BUT NOT OURSELVES.  
we may not be able to chose the cards that were delt to us, but we can change our path. 
YOU a reasonable for your shitty attitude towards life. 
YOU can make postive changes in some ways
dont like that job, QUIT find another, study do something else
dont like who your dating, LEAVE
Family/friendship troubles,  STOP WASTING YOUR TIME.  PROVE THEM WRONG.   

we live with ourselves our whole lives, but forget all the time about self worth. we are our own biggest critic's. your living a shitty life?  then thats on you.  you can change your prospective of situations.  you cant change others but you can create a better YOU.   you can build others up,  and YOURSELF.  if you go your whole life blaming situations on others or your not going places, then your going to live a shit life. fuck what has hurt you, fuck what is holding you back. branch out. live life. do something wild. compliment someone. compliment yourself.  DO YOU. 
when you realise this,  you can move mountains. You really could.