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                                                              Chapter 1
                                                              New kid

   I stood out side my new school.What the hell dad why we have never moved before!..I walk in  breakfast. Not hungry. I need to figure out how to tell him I'm gay... I push my black hair out of my eyes and sigh a guy walks up to me I'm not paying attention."Hello?!" The guy says for the twenty-fith time. -Man dose he give up?! I look at him I blush he is so cute..-"H-Hi...I'm  Alex heh, sorry I don't pay attention much...", I say  "Haha it's okay I am practically easy to be forgotten about. I'm Carter..I am Captain of the Hockey team" he holds out his hand to me I shake it "Nice to meet you  Carter, ", he let's go off my hand -his hand was so warm... He smells nice.. SNAP OUT OF IT.... what am I doing?! I need to stop fantasizing and focus!! Oh Alex..- I   check him out when he is looking away for a minute dark brown wavey bangs and hair  blue eyes strangle wears a head band but looks hot. Has broad shoulders and abbs thru the shirt he is wearing and pearl white teeth  he looks back at me "so you planning on being on the team?" "Oh uh.. yeah I love hockey" I reply, "Nice glad I can count on you! Meeting after school okay?" He smiles at me I melt alittle "Okay..." I say 

Later at practice I get all set up.  He watches me play. I kicked all the players asses laughing ,  they are nothing compared to my old school. Carter claps and smiles "dang your good!" He says the guy skates next to me I see Carter blush "He likes you ahaha" the guy says to me. What?!.. that means he's...Gay?..like me?...I blush and say "Shut your dumbass guy", he smirks "The names Ravi "  I get frustrated  and ram into him knocking him on his ass "I said, SHUT THE HELL UP!" he rubs his face and gets up and skates off  -No good fuck..he don't like me get it right!.. dose he?...- I think I get off the ice and take off my skates then I shower down I look down at my cock and then at my body, the  past I  don't want to remember but the past I can't remove... *Flash back* "Daddy I'm bored" I said   I smell drunkness.​   He walks to me and pulls off his pants. "Eat my dick!" He says to me. I back off he shoves it in my mouth*back to reality* I cry sobing in the shower room "why did he do that?...." No body knows or ever will!!..

                                                             CHAPTER 2
                                                             No Escape!
I turn off the water and hop out with a towel around me tightly.I get my hoodie on and then my black pants I go to walk home Carter stops me. "Hey, you did so well I feel like I should treat you to lunch!" I smile softly  he ruffles his hair with his fingers "Why not?"  We get to  'Stake n' Shake' and order. After the shower I don't feel hungry anymore. So I order a shake and he gets food. I'm so tired of my life.. I kinda get depressed. "Are you okay?.." Carter asks."No I'm screwed.." I reply. He looks confused. "Wh-" I stop him "Stop I can't! I'm not ready. Ready to tell ANYONE... I'm sorry..." The rest of the time is quite.

Later I lay in bed crying thinking about how hard It was not to cry in front of Carter.. I clench my sheets in between my fingers.."why?..." I sob. I drift off to sleep but I have night meres all night. "Fuck this! " I get up and walk to the kitchen I grab chips and go back to my room. I eat chips and watch a movie on my TV. I yawn and roll up the chip back so they don't get stale. I drift off to sleep watching the movie. Bad dream again!! I c-cant wake up this time!.. help!! It feels so real why?! I can't escape!!! Help me please!!  "GAAHHH" I say waking up it's early morning. I wake up in a puddle of sweat n' tears. I shower, brush my teeth  and put on a sweatshirt and black pants. I walk off to school. It's extremely cold today.i shiver. "Fucking really?! One day I wear a light sweatshirt!!"

                                                                Chapter 3!
                                                                Exposed!
Weeks pass~  is at bonfire with the team- I grab a beer as they chat I walk out to the cliff and sit. So nice out here. The woods smell of smoke and pine. I breath it all in and smile to my self. The cool breeze blows in my hair. I then feel someone sit next to me. Carter. We have gotten so close this last few weeks he is so warm next to me and I'm hafe drunk. He doesn't drink. I put my head on his shoulder. He smiles.i feel his arm slip around my back. So warm.. I blush.."Carter...i-" I feel his soft lips on mine. I blush and kiss back then I  hear "Yo what the fuck?! Alex your gay too?!" Shit! Ravi.. I pull away fastly and say"n-no?! ...Yes..." "I'm telling everyone that! Your sick guys!!"he says. I look at him with wide eyes. "No don't!! " I go to get up I slip and fall down the cliff I hear them both yell "ALEX?!" I hit my head on a rock  and grunt "Ah!" I say .I can't see right. My head throbs. I pass out. 

When I wake up I'm in the hospital my dad's there and so is Carter. -shit!! I'm screwed!!-  I go to sit up and see my shoulder is hurt I grunt "Ah..ouch.."   Carter runs to me hug me softly. "O my gosh Alex are you okay?!" He  starts to cry on my shoulder  I cringe in pain. "Hey hey, I'm okay shhh don't cry!" I whisper in his ear, "dad doesn't know I'm gay so Shushie!!" He says "okay" and crys more before stoping. My dad kicks him out of the room. "What the hell happened?..." He asks 
I scoff "like you care!!"I yell at him.  My father slaps me. I hold my jaw and tears spring spring to my eyes"YOU AWAYS WERE A PUSSY" he screams at me and walks out. I cry sliently. 
Carter walks back in  and sees me  he kisses my head and tells me it's okay. I cry into his arms "C-carter..."  "Yeah?" Carter says. "Don't let go of me.." I reply 

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Final chapter 
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Weeks later~ in a hockey game whooping ass- we won the game  after  a guy off the team harasses me  for being a homo  "fuck you" I say  I go to   Carters apartment his roommate is home too we study at the table I get the math  then he writes on the notebook "want a hand job? " I write back, "Here?" He writes, "yes hide my hand under table and do it" I nod and scoot in  he scoots next to me  he undose my zipper and rubs my cock thru the underwear I bite my lip "try this one" he says don't moan don't moan I tell my self I get hard. His room mate tells him he is eating with his friends and leaves Carter pushes me out of the chair kissing my neck then he pulls off my pants and then his  he screws me is the ass I moan  he bangs me hard "ah oh Carter... " I say  he cums in me and them lays on me.

Later I lay in my bed, I still feel Carters cum in me. I smile  so warm... My dad walks in  "Pack we are moving in two days" he says. "What?!? No!!" I say next day I lay in bed with Carter. My stuff is packed.  We make out  "I can't..lose you.." I say"  I love you Carter... " Next day we move I had to dump Carter  every night I cry. Next day in new house - I lean against the fence.. it's raining  and Im on my knees crying.. I still have my super secret.. my dad raped me..Who do I have to tell now?... THE END thank you 70+ peeps for Loving my story!!💋❤❤