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When I close my eyes, I see your face, I hear your voice calling out my name, and all the times we spent together come flashing back in my mind like a show reel of a movie. 

Our story. 

It warms me how we became one as we worshiped one another endlessly. The love between us blossomed throughout the transition of days to weeks to months to years.

The tone of your voice still echoes through my mind.

I compel you to taste the fragments of my desire for you, my cravings and my ache. 

Do you taste the flavour of my desire? 
Do you recognize my longings? 
Do you understand my sufferings? 

Your warm embrace lifts me up as my mind recalls your glowing face. You stole my heart the moment you kissed my soul, and setting my heart aflame. 

I pushed my love on you, and I have no regrets in wanting to give you my all for without you, my world makes no sense. 

Today I'm learning to live in hope just so I could hear and learn the song of your heart. 

I long for your lips upon my lips, just so I could taste a lasting kiss laid with loving care. I crave each touch of yours, just to be stimulated mentally, moved emotionally, desired physically and uplifted spiritually. I yearn for all of that more than anything. 

You are the poems that I write, the stories that I eagerly express on paper when I write about my deep feelings for you. I want others to see you through my eyes. I want them to feel my beating heart, my welling eyes, the warmth that envelopes me when you are near and the chill that surrounds me when you're not around. 

But are you really what you seem? 

My heart's been fooled before, yet with you, I am willing to believe the dream. 

I've cried too many tears, so please tell me, are you real or are you just my imagination?  

Nevertheless, I will always cherish you within the depth of my soul. I am always grateful for every moment I spend with you. Life won’t last forever, but I have to hold on. I have to keep my faith and be strong. I will be patient and try to take it all, even though it’s hard. 

If this is what is destined to be, I'll wait it out until you're ready.