Category : Poems

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For some people I was invisible, 
Although I stayed there for months.
Waiting to be seen, waiting to be found.  
Until I learned on my own, that in some cases,
 All I have to do is disappear from their lifes.  

I tried to stay the same, 
Even though I lost a piece of my heart.
With every refusal, with every disappointment,
 Running through my mind. 

 For some I meant more than they meant to me,
 Although I tried to have feelings.
The feelings did not want to come,
To come into my hearbeat. 

 At least now, 
I know that a mental connection
 Is not so easy to find.

Maybe I will never find it,
 But I know what I am looking for
 And what my heart needs.